More pottery not selling today.  By the end of the weekend I had broken even – sold enough to cover the hotel and booth fee.  This weekend did not follow my ego plan.  The question of what is the point of this weekend was not answered.  I just left feeling tired and frustrated.  Maybe there isn’t a point to everything.  Maybe things are just random sometimes.  I’m trying to find a point or a silver lining to offset that the weekend didn’t go the way I wanted it to.  I’m trying to turn “bad” into “good” by looking for some higher purpose.  I can only accept that my plan failed if something good comes out of it.  The reality is that bad and good are my interpretation of the situation.  They aren’t real.  The reality is I went to an art show, sold a few things and then came home.  The frustration, the thought that it should be different, the negative feelings, the search for the positive is all an ego game.  What a dumb game – I lose every time.

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