I got to see Zachery again for a night before he left Colorado.  It was so difficult to say goodbye on playa and now I have to say goodbye again.  It’s just as difficult this time.  I have a hope that this isn’t just a random week, but that there is something deeper happening here.  It feels like this is significant, but I actually can’t tell if it is or if I just want it to be.   I fall in love so easily.  Is this just attachment behavior?  What is left when that runs it’s course?  Understanding Attachment Theory doesn’t make this less painful.  Ugh.

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