We did our first lessons in class today.  I didn’t die.  I didn’t fail.  So, I feel a lot better than I did yesterday.  I don’t feel excited about it and I don’t feel like this is the job for me, but at least I’m pretty sure I can do it.  I still haven’t identified why this is feeling so dire.  I know the emotional level is much higher than the actual situation warrants.  This usually means the situation is tapping into a deeper issue I haven’t resolved yet.  I’m too exhausted right now to investigate into that…..  But, rest assured, I will be ok and somewhere along the line, I’ll enjoy this again.

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