The previous person that was interested in renting my place backed out. Today, I got an offer for rental of the house for 2 years at a monthly rent that will not cover my mortgage. Is this progress? So frustrated. I dropped the price of the house. Let’s see if that works.
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I have been trying to sell my car for a couple months now. I place ads on four different websites, advertised in Next Door Floyd Hill and on facebook. Nothing. Not one legitimate inquiry about the car. I dropped the price several times. I’ve gotten quotes form 4 different dealers all of which were $4,000 or more below what I owe on the car. I found a company that does a lease to own process. So someone else would pay my payments until the loan is paid off and then they’d own the car. I have been researching them and talking to them for a couple weeks now. Tonight I filled out a bunch of paperwork to have Car Match USA lease my car for me. I have either found a way out of my car payments or I have signed up for an elaborate scam.
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Thought of the day: I’m not sure if I’m really good at drinking or really good at snowboarding, but that combo should not have been that smooth. Maybe both. I am going to miss snow. Did I mention that I love snow?
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Ok this is scary. I’m putting my passport in an envelope and entrusting it to the USPS. I’m sending it off to the Royal Thai Consulate in Portland Oregon to request my Non Immigrant B Visa. Apparently other Thai Consulates in the US don’t like to give out visas and deny most of them for little to no reason. I think I’m not going to Antarctica.
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My half-sister, Carly came over to help me pack today. It was nice to spend time with her. I posted on facebook that I needed help packing. She responded yes and my friend CJ responded that she couldn’t, but wished she could. My other friend Cynthia came over when I first put the house on the market and helped. I find it interesting that if I put up a negative post, a lot of people comment. If I put up a picture of a fox in my yard, it gets hundreds of ‘likes’. If I ask for help, I get 3 responses. What does this say about me, my friends, facebook? I blame facebook.
I paid for the rest of my TEFL class. I wonder if I’ll get called for the Antarctica interview now.
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Still no contact from PAE for the Antarctica job.
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I might have a renter for the house. I’m waiting to hear for sure. Panic, no excitement, no panic. Dread over the things that have to be done (pack up, move, find a new place to live, change my address, blah blah, blah). Oh, more panic. Wait… Yay! It’s happening. Well, something’s happening.
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I went to the dentist today. I might have a cracked tooth. The dentist said it was probably a hair line crack. He thought he could see it, but it didn’t show up on an xray. Apparently there is nothing that can be done until it gets worse. Huh? Who knew? This is new to me. I don’t remember ever having a bad dentist experience and I don’t feel anxious about going, but the whole time they are working in my mouth, my entire body is tense – especially clenched fists. I’d notice it and tell myself to relax and then a minute later it’s back. The bill hurts far more than anything they physically do. I’ve had two knee surgeries and sinus surgery without being able to take pain meds after. Why does a dental cleaning make my body act like it’s terrified? Is it the collective fear that most people have of the dentist? Did something bad happen that I don’t remember?
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The first snowboarding day of the season. It took a long time to get our passes (mine didn’t come in the mail). The lift line was ridiculous. There were only two icy half runs open. But it was sunny and we were on our boards and I was hanging with Doug, so add it all up and it was a great day!
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Enough of this stuck I can’t make decisions place. This needs to be worked through. I’m calling for help. I had a session with my coach on how stuck I feel and how I’m not quite on board with a life where I never know what’s next. I don’t like it. He asked me to ground and get in touch with my passion for going to Antarctica. I couldn’t find it. Then process came up and I cried (I usually cry). What came up for me is that all I want is to be married and stay at home and make art out of my my studio. I just want to create and make things, not have to worry about where the money will come from. Oh, so I want the feminine flow side of life without the worry of the male purpose. Whoa. If you look at this decision from the male/female energy perspective, I am trying to decide between the very masculine Antarctica option and the very feminine teaching in Thailand option. Hmmmmm…… Ok, unstuck, carry on.
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Rraine Drops 